Let Go

I wonder if you ever think of me.

If you miss me like I miss you

If you wonder what we had was magic

If you think of me in the mundane.

I wonder if any song, any episode

reminds you of me.

If you get scared of me becoming

Somebody that you used to know.

I wonder if you think of

My eyes, my voice, my face...

I wonder if you think of my

Craziness, my talkativeness

I wonder if you feel like

You can't live without me.

I wonder if you think

One day, I  will make it up to her

I wonder if you think

I will hug her tight and tell her 

I am here.

I fear you don't think anything.

So now, I refrain thinking about you.

Futile Acceptance

Bruise of distance

Cuts my bedroom

In faded light 

Of expensive lampshade

Covered in orange handmade paper.

A tortoise pillow.

A lion pillow.

Adorn my side.

My heart is far away 

8040 kilometers away 

Nothing seems convincing 

Except emptiness 

Money buys

Few fragile laughs

Company brings in 

Few hours of contentment 

Books bring in

Relief and healing

Music brings in 

He is yet to bring me

Some love.